412: Missing him

I've suddenly got this huge hole in my heart. This hole that needs to be filled by him whenever I miss him.

But he's not around. He went off for army this morning and will be returning tomorrow evening. Can't even call him now. He's gone for route march or whatever they do in the army.

Last night he asked me when do I want to marry him. We seem to be talking more about our future, recently. Actually, almost everything we talk about are our plans for the future. But he's the one who dreams of all these plans. He'd be the one talking and I would be the one listening and smiling to myself.

But baby, in my heart, I'm married to you already.