Sore as in my body's feeling sore. Not sore from that thing that happened between me and her.
Fucking hell. After the jab yesterday I was thinking why my body was feeling so tired and aching. Actually it was the after effects of the flu jab. And then the doctor and the nurses didn't tell me that I'm not supposed to eat seafood after the jab, for a few days. I ate some prawns and a piece of sotong fillet this afternoon, and I ate 3 sotong balls from Old Chang Kee yesterday after the jab.
And Elaine said the flu jab makes your body heaty. Immediately after she said that, my throat started to hurt. And I was wondering this morning why my left ear hurts. It's the heatiness. And the gums at the back of my mouth are swollen.
The injection area is kind of swollen now. When I press on it it feels as if there's a blue black there. But there's nothing except for a little bit of swelling. And it freaking hurts. And it feels kind of warm.
I'm feeling better today, everyone. Thanks for your concern. Although however evil my mouth (or my fingers, or my mind) can be, I'm not one who bear grudges. I just need a good night's sleep and all the anger (and whatever emotions) will be swept from my mind. I'm an easy-going person. BUT DON'T MAKE ME ANGRY.
I talked to her today. Don't say I didn't try. But of course I have to talk to her, I work with her. So yes, we talked regarding work stuff. ONLY.
The BF is back. Tee hee. He's starting work on Monday. Whee heee. :)
You know, I never thought that I would bring work home, in this retail service line, but yes, I brought work home. It's that dumb stock-take, damn it. I swear that one of these days stock-takes will haunt me in my dreams. It's inescapable.
I'm having a headache now, from staring at the stock-take list too long.
And I'm still having no appetite.
OH WHERE, OH WHERE HAS MY HEARTY APPETITE GONE TO.........?
I am totally freaking myself out. I'm going to go do research on any diseases which symptoms include loss of appetite.
Friday, November 28, 2008
Thursday, November 27, 2008
412: Missing him
I've suddenly got this huge hole in my heart. This hole that needs to be filled by him whenever I miss him.
But he's not around. He went off for army this morning and will be returning tomorrow evening. Can't even call him now. He's gone for route march or whatever they do in the army.
Last night he asked me when do I want to marry him. We seem to be talking more about our future, recently. Actually, almost everything we talk about are our plans for the future. But he's the one who dreams of all these plans. He'd be the one talking and I would be the one listening and smiling to myself.
But baby, in my heart, I'm married to you already.
But he's not around. He went off for army this morning and will be returning tomorrow evening. Can't even call him now. He's gone for route march or whatever they do in the army.
Last night he asked me when do I want to marry him. We seem to be talking more about our future, recently. Actually, almost everything we talk about are our plans for the future. But he's the one who dreams of all these plans. He'd be the one talking and I would be the one listening and smiling to myself.
But baby, in my heart, I'm married to you already.
411: Went for medical check-up
Went for medical check-up this morning. It was one of the troublesome procedures you have to go through before being a full-timer. It was a piece of cake. The flu jab didn't hurt. And the X-Ray was alright, although it was my first time taking an X-Ray.
Something weird is happening to my body. I don't have much appetite lately. I noticed this drastic change in me 2 days ago, when I only ate a small bun for breakfast and it could last me all the way into the afternoon without me feeling hungry at all. These few days it's been like this. Today I didn't eat anything at all until 2.30pm. I wasn't hungry at all. I'm wondering what's causing this loss of appetite in me.
Weird.
Might be work-related stress.
Something weird is happening to my body. I don't have much appetite lately. I noticed this drastic change in me 2 days ago, when I only ate a small bun for breakfast and it could last me all the way into the afternoon without me feeling hungry at all. These few days it's been like this. Today I didn't eat anything at all until 2.30pm. I wasn't hungry at all. I'm wondering what's causing this loss of appetite in me.
Weird.
Might be work-related stress.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
410: Work
Today's stock-taking was alright. My tiredness eased a little after a can of Nescafe coffee. It's amazing what coffee can do. We finished at about 4.30pm, and I thought we were right on schedule, but I realized that we were quite slow actually.
And then I almost quarreled with her again, because of trivial matters, yet again. I came to work in the morning, then Janis called and said that that person will come in late, at 12pm. I was already a little pissed, because she didn't say anything about her claiming some hours. But she already knew that it was the apparel stock take today, so she should have printed another copy of the apparels stock take list for me. But not surprisingly, she didn't. So I had to squeeze in the figures into the stock take list for last week. After adding in the new figures, the stock take list is quite in a mess. As usual, she said she would come in at 12pm, but she came at 2pm. She came and check on us, and she told us she would print another list for us, and also ask Linda Tan to freeze the system.
So after we finished the stock take, I asked her whether she asked Linda to freeze the system and whether has she printed the new stock take list already, she told me to wait, while she finish up her things. But the things she do are not so important stuff. Stock-taking is very important right? And some more this stock take we have to submit to Linda. Then she bo chap me while I have my tea break, and she proceeded to do her "more important things". I asked her 2 more times when she finally printed out the list for me. To my annoyance, the list doesn't go according to IPN, so it would definitely give me hell if I were to record it with that list, and I only had about 1 hour 15 mins left. I was super pissed then, and asked her whether can the list be extracted out according to IPN, which I clearly knew it could be done. How would I know that she got angry then? I only wanted to let her know that she is making my work difficult that way. But I can bear with it, it would only take me a very long time to complete the list. And she's so bloody impatient, so what the fuck am I to do?
I'm still new. I just converted to full time. This is my first time doing stock take as a full timer. I need a little guidance, is it wrong to ask you questions once in a while? Maybe sometimes I screw things up accidentally, but I'm willing to learn. Stop giving me that irritated face when I ask you questions.
So I asked her whether can the list be extracted out according to IPN, she said something like, "Why not you try extracting it out?" I tried to explain but she went on and on so I was like almost going to explode so I didn't answer her and instead walked out the door. Previously I asked her again if she had asked Linda to freeze the system and she said yes. But couldn't have she told me the moment Linda freezed the system, so I could go out and ask the cashiers to stop cutting the tags of the tee shirts?
So I didn't answer her and went out the door, and went to collect the tags that they have cut, and to ask them to stop cutting the tags. When I came back into the office she looked pissed as hell, which made me even more fucking angry. I swear my blood was boiling in my veins. I mean, come on, it's only a few clicks away to making my job easier, would it cost your life? And when you said "Why not you try extracting it out?", I almost wanted to laugh and extract it out myself, it's so simple, damn it. Back when Auntie Su was still in charge of tee shirt, would you have treated Auntie Su this way? You would have extracted everything out nicely for her.
I understand that she is busy, she has important things to do. But she is selfish in a way that she thinks only she herself is busy, and everyone else is not as busy. But come on, I've been stuck on shop floor the past one week doing stock take. Am I very free? And that day I was complaining to myself that my body aches (which is still aching), she happened to hear it but mistook that I was having headache, she asked me, "You having headache, then what about me?"
WHO THE FUCK CARES!
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK!
And please, your workload is only starting to get a little heavy, and you complain so much. After you came back from JBP all you did was slack. And I was so stupid as to slack with you also. I regretted it okay. I never want to be friendly with a person like you.
She has to know that the world doesn't revolve around her. She has to know that if she treats people better, people would treat her better. She doesn't respect people at all.
I just measured my blood pressure. Luckily it went down. I won't spoil my health because of her.
I remember I had a misunderstanding with Najib and we sort of didn't get along, but we gave in and we get along better now. But with her, I won't give in. One of these days I really will explode. I knew that with my temper, one day I would meet someone whom I won't get along with, I never thought it would be so soon.
People say forgive and forget. But I'm a person who forgives but never forgets.
And then I almost quarreled with her again, because of trivial matters, yet again. I came to work in the morning, then Janis called and said that that person will come in late, at 12pm. I was already a little pissed, because she didn't say anything about her claiming some hours. But she already knew that it was the apparel stock take today, so she should have printed another copy of the apparels stock take list for me. But not surprisingly, she didn't. So I had to squeeze in the figures into the stock take list for last week. After adding in the new figures, the stock take list is quite in a mess. As usual, she said she would come in at 12pm, but she came at 2pm. She came and check on us, and she told us she would print another list for us, and also ask Linda Tan to freeze the system.
So after we finished the stock take, I asked her whether she asked Linda to freeze the system and whether has she printed the new stock take list already, she told me to wait, while she finish up her things. But the things she do are not so important stuff. Stock-taking is very important right? And some more this stock take we have to submit to Linda. Then she bo chap me while I have my tea break, and she proceeded to do her "more important things". I asked her 2 more times when she finally printed out the list for me. To my annoyance, the list doesn't go according to IPN, so it would definitely give me hell if I were to record it with that list, and I only had about 1 hour 15 mins left. I was super pissed then, and asked her whether can the list be extracted out according to IPN, which I clearly knew it could be done. How would I know that she got angry then? I only wanted to let her know that she is making my work difficult that way. But I can bear with it, it would only take me a very long time to complete the list. And she's so bloody impatient, so what the fuck am I to do?
I'm still new. I just converted to full time. This is my first time doing stock take as a full timer. I need a little guidance, is it wrong to ask you questions once in a while? Maybe sometimes I screw things up accidentally, but I'm willing to learn. Stop giving me that irritated face when I ask you questions.
So I asked her whether can the list be extracted out according to IPN, she said something like, "Why not you try extracting it out?" I tried to explain but she went on and on so I was like almost going to explode so I didn't answer her and instead walked out the door. Previously I asked her again if she had asked Linda to freeze the system and she said yes. But couldn't have she told me the moment Linda freezed the system, so I could go out and ask the cashiers to stop cutting the tags of the tee shirts?
So I didn't answer her and went out the door, and went to collect the tags that they have cut, and to ask them to stop cutting the tags. When I came back into the office she looked pissed as hell, which made me even more fucking angry. I swear my blood was boiling in my veins. I mean, come on, it's only a few clicks away to making my job easier, would it cost your life? And when you said "Why not you try extracting it out?", I almost wanted to laugh and extract it out myself, it's so simple, damn it. Back when Auntie Su was still in charge of tee shirt, would you have treated Auntie Su this way? You would have extracted everything out nicely for her.
I understand that she is busy, she has important things to do. But she is selfish in a way that she thinks only she herself is busy, and everyone else is not as busy. But come on, I've been stuck on shop floor the past one week doing stock take. Am I very free? And that day I was complaining to myself that my body aches (which is still aching), she happened to hear it but mistook that I was having headache, she asked me, "You having headache, then what about me?"
WHO THE FUCK CARES!
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK!
And please, your workload is only starting to get a little heavy, and you complain so much. After you came back from JBP all you did was slack. And I was so stupid as to slack with you also. I regretted it okay. I never want to be friendly with a person like you.
She has to know that the world doesn't revolve around her. She has to know that if she treats people better, people would treat her better. She doesn't respect people at all.
I just measured my blood pressure. Luckily it went down. I won't spoil my health because of her.
I remember I had a misunderstanding with Najib and we sort of didn't get along, but we gave in and we get along better now. But with her, I won't give in. One of these days I really will explode. I knew that with my temper, one day I would meet someone whom I won't get along with, I never thought it would be so soon.
People say forgive and forget. But I'm a person who forgives but never forgets.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
409: Work
These days, going to work is like going into a battlefield everyday. The war we fight is the stock take war, and the injuries we get is the tiredness rooted deep in our bones. That's how I feel, for me. Luckily tomorrow is the main stock take, and after tomorrow there will be no more wars to fight, for the time being.
Sadly, I'll be assigned to be in charge of the glow cave from next month onwards. I've been at the apparels section for about 1 year now. But I'll treat this as a new learning experience and also a fresh start. But anyway, I've been working there long enough to know that nothing can beat me. :)
Sadly, I'll be assigned to be in charge of the glow cave from next month onwards. I've been at the apparels section for about 1 year now. But I'll treat this as a new learning experience and also a fresh start. But anyway, I've been working there long enough to know that nothing can beat me. :)
Sunday, November 23, 2008
408: Bee's Birthday Celebration
Went to celebrate Bee's 20th birthday last night. Dined at Dhoby Xchange's Just Acia. :)
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
406: Watched Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa
I LIKE TO MOVE IT MOVE IT!
Went to watch it with the BF just now at Jurong Point. The movie was funny, although the BF commented after the movie that I didn't laugh at all. I laughed a little bit lor. But I don't really laugh a lot while watching movies anyway, unlike the BF, I could feel him shaking all over with laughter beside me.
Things are finally looking up for the BF, on his career. I'm very happy for him. His mood is much better too. He's starting to talk about things like bringing me for holidays and sending me for my Degree course. But all of that can wait, baby. :)
But I'm actually quite sad right now. My ma and sis have left for Malaysia, without me! They went yesterday, and this is the first time they have gone to Malaysia without me. I suggested to my ma that I take unpaid leave and go with them but she refused, saying that I have to concentrate on my work. So maybe I'll go next year. I want to bring the BF again. :) Thinking of the time that I brought him over for the first time, he was so shy when I introduced him to all of my family. Anyway, so now that they have left me in Singapore alone with my pa, I have no free dinners. My pa can't cook. I'm sad.
Yesterday I was wondering why I was so sad when my ma and sis left for Malaysia. I was thinking, thinking, and realised with a shock that the reason why I was so sad was because the last time the house was this dead quiet was when my ma was admitted to the hospital. That was the most nerve-wrecking point of my life in this family. Thinking about it still bring tears to my eyes. After being through all that hardship, I swear I will protect my family and my beloved BF.
Geez, I'm being sentimental again.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
405: Crazy Crocs Sale!
Went to the Crocs Sale at Expo with Joey yesterday. Was looking forward to this day, cos the sale promised up to 80% discount. But the moment we stepped into the hall, we were bombarded by the sight of hundreds and hundreds of people. We chose our shoes pretty quickly, but the most tormenting part of this whole event was when we queued up to pay. We must have queued for at least two and a half hours. I bought 2 pairs, a Ruby Mary Jane, and a pair of brown Ithaca for only $45! Cheap cheap! We finished paying at about 5pm and after a quick rush to the toilets to relieve our bladders, I went to the MRT station where the BF was waiting for me, and the BF and I headed to Changi Airport Terminal 3 because that man wanted to eat Popeye's Chicken.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
404: Malaysian worker dies after being attacked by white tigers at zoo
SHOCKING NEWS!
"SINGAPORE: A Malaysian contract worker died after being attacked by three white tigers at the Singapore Zoo on Thursday.
The worker has been identified as Nordin Bin Montong. Zoo officials said the 32-year-old had jumped into a moat at the white tiger enclave and was subsequently mauled to death by the white tigers.
Police said they received a report at 12.30pm about a man sustaining neck injuries at the zoo. Paramedics were called to the scene and Nordin was pronounced dead at 12.45pm.
Biswajit Guha, assistant director, Singapore Zoo, said: "Prior to the incident, the zookeepers had actually noticed that the contract worker was behaving erratically.
"He was throwing things around and as he was walking out of the zoo, he passed comments like 'Goodbye, you won't see me again'. He later cycled back and 5 minutes later, the alarm went off."
Nordin had jumped off the ledge into the water and once he was inside the enclave, the three white tigers mauled him for five to ten minutes, while 20 zookeepers tried desperately to save him by distracting the animals.
They were too late, as were the two licensed rifle shooters who were called to the scene.
As a precautionary measure, the white tiger exhibit has been temporarily closed and the 9-year-old tigers, which came from Indonesia, are in confinement for now.
Zoo officials said once the police finish their investigations, they would examine if there is a need to further enhance safety measures.
They added that it is natural for tigers to pounce on any prey and there is no reason to sedate the animals.
In a statement, the Singapore Zoo said the white tiger enclosure measurements conform to international safety guidelines imposed by the Association of Zoos and Aquariums.
Regular animal safety audits are also conducted every month and there is no risk to any visitor or staff at any time.
— CNA/yb/so (http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/389571/1/.html)"
OMG!!!!!! My favourite white tigers. :(
I watched the news just now. The newscaster reported that the man climbed into the enclosure. Either he was mentally unstable or he was trying to commit suicide. So it wasn't entirely the tigers' fault. But what a way to die! Damn, I should have worked today. I'm not heartless okay, I feel sorry for the poor man. But this is kind of exciting.
"SINGAPORE: A Malaysian contract worker died after being attacked by three white tigers at the Singapore Zoo on Thursday.
The worker has been identified as Nordin Bin Montong. Zoo officials said the 32-year-old had jumped into a moat at the white tiger enclave and was subsequently mauled to death by the white tigers.
Police said they received a report at 12.30pm about a man sustaining neck injuries at the zoo. Paramedics were called to the scene and Nordin was pronounced dead at 12.45pm.
Biswajit Guha, assistant director, Singapore Zoo, said: "Prior to the incident, the zookeepers had actually noticed that the contract worker was behaving erratically.
"He was throwing things around and as he was walking out of the zoo, he passed comments like 'Goodbye, you won't see me again'. He later cycled back and 5 minutes later, the alarm went off."
Nordin had jumped off the ledge into the water and once he was inside the enclave, the three white tigers mauled him for five to ten minutes, while 20 zookeepers tried desperately to save him by distracting the animals.
They were too late, as were the two licensed rifle shooters who were called to the scene.
As a precautionary measure, the white tiger exhibit has been temporarily closed and the 9-year-old tigers, which came from Indonesia, are in confinement for now.
Zoo officials said once the police finish their investigations, they would examine if there is a need to further enhance safety measures.
They added that it is natural for tigers to pounce on any prey and there is no reason to sedate the animals.
In a statement, the Singapore Zoo said the white tiger enclosure measurements conform to international safety guidelines imposed by the Association of Zoos and Aquariums.
Regular animal safety audits are also conducted every month and there is no risk to any visitor or staff at any time.
— CNA/yb/so (http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/389571/1/.html)"
OMG!!!!!! My favourite white tigers. :(
I watched the news just now. The newscaster reported that the man climbed into the enclosure. Either he was mentally unstable or he was trying to commit suicide. So it wasn't entirely the tigers' fault. But what a way to die! Damn, I should have worked today. I'm not heartless okay, I feel sorry for the poor man. But this is kind of exciting.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
403: It's about work
Today was terrible.
I'm tired.
Of everything.
Of false promises.
Of irresponsibility.
:(
I'm tired.
Of everything.
Of false promises.
Of irresponsibility.
:(
Monday, November 10, 2008
401: Went to Fort Canning Park
Went to Fort Canning Park with the BF on Saturday. We went to Funan in the first place, cos I had to help my sis buy her ear piece. Then we went across the road and stumbled upon Fort Canning Park. The ridiculously long flight of stairs gave me hell. Then we went past the ROM place. It was sweet, being there with him. :)
400: BBQ at Orlina's
BBQ at Orlina's place on Friday was okay. A little fun, but quite dull, I think. Stayed at her place for the night. The next morning woke up real early cos Orly had to work. Some pics were grabbed from Grace Ang!
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