Update

Spending quite some time in front of the computer now cos basically I'm just waiting for the time to waste away until tomorrow afternoon. And now I'm only starting to blog cos I have too much time on my hands. Will be going to Malaysia with the bf tomorrow. Catching the 2pm coach to Batu Pahat to meet my ma and sis. They went on Thursday. Since I had to attend the zoo retail Christmas BBQ party last night, I had to go by myself on Sunday. And the bf wouldn't let me go alone so he'll be tagging along.

Am quite frightened as to how my relatives would react to the bf. Especially IF I tell them his age. But IF they don't ask, I won't say. Because there's really quite a big age gap.

Last night's BBQ was fun. Didn't eat a lot, though. But drank too much.

Life is just passing by slowly. Recently I've been doing some reflections on myself. I need to control my emotions and thoughts. They will ruin me one day if I don't. My head isn't making all the decisions, only my heart is.

The new year is coming... Time for new year resolutions again.