Moody Me

I miss my friends. I miss my old work place. I miss the people there.

I want to change myself. I want to blend in. Instead I stick out like a withered flower in a rose bush.

I am not working hard enough.

I'm worried about my health. I want to change things quickly. He says it takes time. But I don't want that.

I am scared for my future. One wrong step and I may regret it. But nobody is supportive enough. I don't know how to make decisions myself. If I go the wrong path I will blame myself forever.

I miss him. I dreamt of him. But I can't face him. Not like this. I don't think I can ever face him again. Not when he's so nice.

Heeelp.