I have come to the end of the 1st phase of my life.
It's time to step into the 2ns part of my life:
THE ADULT WORKING LIFE.
I'M ONLY 18!!!!!!
Monday, July 30, 2007
Sunday, July 22, 2007
Pregnant Mentally Disabled Girl
It was in the newspapers not long ago. Something bad happened around here.
There's a mentally disabled girl, aged 18, living around here. She got pregnant. Nobody knows who did it. Apparently they've found out, I dunno how, but there are 2 suspects. 2 old uncles. 2 days ago the police came and brought them away. One of them was bailed by his daughter. The bail was $5000. The other one, I think he's still inside. He's not married. He lives only upstairs. He's my Pa's friend. I used to hear them say he pays to get laid. I dunno how else to put it, he looks for 'chickens'?
The girl's mother was thinking of selling the baby. But who would want to buy this kind of baby, right?
Anyway, the baby was born. My Pa says the baby looks just like the one who is still in jail.
I dunno what to say. No comments. But it's interesting living in this neighbourhood.
There's a mentally disabled girl, aged 18, living around here. She got pregnant. Nobody knows who did it. Apparently they've found out, I dunno how, but there are 2 suspects. 2 old uncles. 2 days ago the police came and brought them away. One of them was bailed by his daughter. The bail was $5000. The other one, I think he's still inside. He's not married. He lives only upstairs. He's my Pa's friend. I used to hear them say he pays to get laid. I dunno how else to put it, he looks for 'chickens'?
The girl's mother was thinking of selling the baby. But who would want to buy this kind of baby, right?
Anyway, the baby was born. My Pa says the baby looks just like the one who is still in jail.
I dunno what to say. No comments. But it's interesting living in this neighbourhood.
Saturday, July 21, 2007
Moody Me
I miss my friends. I miss my old work place. I miss the people there.
I want to change myself. I want to blend in. Instead I stick out like a withered flower in a rose bush.
I am not working hard enough.
I'm worried about my health. I want to change things quickly. He says it takes time. But I don't want that.
I am scared for my future. One wrong step and I may regret it. But nobody is supportive enough. I don't know how to make decisions myself. If I go the wrong path I will blame myself forever.
I miss him. I dreamt of him. But I can't face him. Not like this. I don't think I can ever face him again. Not when he's so nice.
Heeelp.
I want to change myself. I want to blend in. Instead I stick out like a withered flower in a rose bush.
I am not working hard enough.
I'm worried about my health. I want to change things quickly. He says it takes time. But I don't want that.
I am scared for my future. One wrong step and I may regret it. But nobody is supportive enough. I don't know how to make decisions myself. If I go the wrong path I will blame myself forever.
I miss him. I dreamt of him. But I can't face him. Not like this. I don't think I can ever face him again. Not when he's so nice.
Heeelp.
Friday, July 13, 2007
Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix
Watched Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix yesterday. As expected, it was: fucking fantastic!!! But the movie missed out a couple of things. Like the journey Hagrid took to visit giants, and how come all of a sudden Harry and Cho Chang kissed.
Sunday, July 08, 2007
Live Earth
I think the Live Earth concerts thing is great. You know, to raise awareness on the dangers of global warming. Watched a bit. I enjoyed the performance by Bon Jovi.
I don't think it will make a big difference, you know. I mean, of course people are aware of the greenhouse effect and global warming and whatever. But... it won't make no difference if we go, "Alright, yes, global warming, we've got to recycle our rubbish and use less electricity and less plastic bags.", but not do anything. I guess we take electricity and plastic bags for granted. It's there, so we use it. I pay for my electricity, I can pay it, who cares about global warming?, that sort of thing.
I think for this thing to work, we've got to have recycled toilet paper and recycle bins and 10 cents charges for plastic bags everywhere. You know, to sort of enforce it. I already am helping. I go around the house switching off the lights and unused electricity, and I'm not using the computer much nowadays, this can save the earth, and money.
I think out of the whole sch-bang of this global warming thing, the only thing that breaks my heart is the polar bears. They are now known as Skinny Polar Bears. If this goes on, they'll be extinct in the next 100 years. They should be considered endangered animals by now. Something should be done to help them.
SAVE THE EARTH!
SAVE THE POLAR BEARS!!!!!!!!
I don't think it will make a big difference, you know. I mean, of course people are aware of the greenhouse effect and global warming and whatever. But... it won't make no difference if we go, "Alright, yes, global warming, we've got to recycle our rubbish and use less electricity and less plastic bags.", but not do anything. I guess we take electricity and plastic bags for granted. It's there, so we use it. I pay for my electricity, I can pay it, who cares about global warming?, that sort of thing.
I think for this thing to work, we've got to have recycled toilet paper and recycle bins and 10 cents charges for plastic bags everywhere. You know, to sort of enforce it. I already am helping. I go around the house switching off the lights and unused electricity, and I'm not using the computer much nowadays, this can save the earth, and money.
I think out of the whole sch-bang of this global warming thing, the only thing that breaks my heart is the polar bears. They are now known as Skinny Polar Bears. If this goes on, they'll be extinct in the next 100 years. They should be considered endangered animals by now. Something should be done to help them.
SAVE THE EARTH!
SAVE THE POLAR BEARS!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Nearing the end of my school life
2 weeks left of lessons, and a one-week study week of preparation for the final exams. It would probably the last exam I'm ever going to go through in my life. Am starting to doubt if I'll ever go on and get a degree. But maybe I will. Urgh.
These 2 years in MDIS was okay. It wasn't that bad, actually. The only bad thing about going to school was the constant nagging thought of my paying a large sum of my ma's money in order to continue upgrading myself. There are a few of my Diploma classmates who are still remoduling their Diploma modules, and whenever I see them I smirk secretly to myself and think, "See? I've already got my Diploma cert, why you so slow?"
I guess the reason I can't let myself fail the exams is because I can't afford to pay more money to retake the exams or remodule. After all, I'm still living off my parent's money. AND I JUST HATE HATE HATE IT.
Not having your own income is like, helplessness. You can't do anything yourself. If you need to buy lunch you still have to ask your ma for money, and it's... fucking urgh. Anyways, soon I'll be making my own money.
I see the rich kid in my Diploma class, he's so different from me. Whatever he wants, he only have to open his mouth and he'll get it. His dad earns more than $30K a month, and that sum alone can feed so many many mouths. Maybe the only good thing about your parents being rich is you can have a good life. And probably when you turn 18, a car will magically appear in front of your door step with a huge ribbon tied on top and a card bearing the words 'HOORAY! YOU ARE 18!'. I've never dared to think of the same fate happening to me, and I don't even know if I'll be able to afford a car or not.
I hate thinking about money. I guess rich people don't have to daydream of striking the lottery, huh? The money is just... there. Like air.
These 2 years in MDIS was okay. It wasn't that bad, actually. The only bad thing about going to school was the constant nagging thought of my paying a large sum of my ma's money in order to continue upgrading myself. There are a few of my Diploma classmates who are still remoduling their Diploma modules, and whenever I see them I smirk secretly to myself and think, "See? I've already got my Diploma cert, why you so slow?"
I guess the reason I can't let myself fail the exams is because I can't afford to pay more money to retake the exams or remodule. After all, I'm still living off my parent's money. AND I JUST HATE HATE HATE IT.
Not having your own income is like, helplessness. You can't do anything yourself. If you need to buy lunch you still have to ask your ma for money, and it's... fucking urgh. Anyways, soon I'll be making my own money.
I see the rich kid in my Diploma class, he's so different from me. Whatever he wants, he only have to open his mouth and he'll get it. His dad earns more than $30K a month, and that sum alone can feed so many many mouths. Maybe the only good thing about your parents being rich is you can have a good life. And probably when you turn 18, a car will magically appear in front of your door step with a huge ribbon tied on top and a card bearing the words 'HOORAY! YOU ARE 18!'. I've never dared to think of the same fate happening to me, and I don't even know if I'll be able to afford a car or not.
I hate thinking about money. I guess rich people don't have to daydream of striking the lottery, huh? The money is just... there. Like air.
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