disaster has struck again.

i have been meaning to write this.
but never got to it.
well cos my life has been really hectic,
i don wanna add more chaos to it.

yeahh its the tsunami thing. sad huh?

8 areas affected.
more than 127,000 ppl lost their lives.

thats a darn lot of innocent ppl.

most of them were children.
and you see the rows and rows of dead babies on the news.

that freaked me out.

anyone would be.

god gave them life. and hes back to take them away.

prolly theres a better place somewhere else.

and theyve all gone there.

one minute of silence pls.

okay.

i watched channel news asia for three whole hours [first time] this afternoon.

the part about where the tidal waves hit penang was really sad.

tears were brimming in my eyes.

i sucked them back.

anyways.

theres this muslim family living around the beach.

the wave came.

this malay guy lost 5 of this 7 children.
he was real sad. crying and stuff.

he was saying how he tried to grab them but they lost their grip.
that he would give his own life for the safety of his children.
sob.

7 children. can you imagine how lively his home used to be?
now its only his eldest daughter, youngest daughter, his wife and himself.

he lost his only son. he loved him very much.
he was his only son, only hope, he said.

he picked up the photo of his son and showed it to the camera, crying.

i cant imagine that happening to my family.

when the news of the tidal wave hitting malaysia made the news,
i prayed hard nothing happened to my family.

without them, i wont have any more purpose in life.

my family means a lot to me.
more than anything else in the world.
i love them dearly.

lucky it only affected the northern part of malaysia, penang.

my family's around the southern and central part.

and malayia's so close to singapore. what if..?

and those ppl who survived the tsunami but lost their loved ones.
they wanted to die too.

imagine. more than 127,000 lost their lives.
the many many more that survived need help.

that set the united nations organisation working.

and those who survived.
theyre affected psychologically.

it will take a long time for them to recover from the horrors of the tsunami.

or maybe never.

not to mention the destruction the waves and earthquakes caused.

so many ppl homeless, helpless.

i dunno what to say.

pls ppl. pls pray hard that the ppl who are still missing are safe and sound.

im listening to jet's move on from their get born cd.

to those ppl who survived the tsunami.
pls move on.
we will always be behind you.

amen.