Saturday, October 29, 2005

ahh fuck.
everyday starts with studying and ends with studying/
can't wait for all this to be OVER.
can't wait as in want to take a pee but no toilet around and can't wait to sit on one that type.
after 'O's get a job.
earn some money.
get my guitar.
go to Malaysia.
arrgh.
oh yeah.
it is confirmed.
i'm gonna go to Thailand with vivien and her sis come February.
haha bungee jumping baby!
i'm gonna sing my heart out when i'm on the way down.
WTF?!!
listening to Perfect 10 now.
the '9 million bicycles in Beijing'
that song.
what is the world coming to.
people singing this kind of song.
like the White Stripes song.
here i go thinking about the doorbell
thinking about the doorbell
when you gonna ring it
when you gonna ring it
LOL.
err rock is still my type.
not this kind of crap song.
some can't feel it.
but there're emotions and feelings behind every note and pitch played by instruments.
like 'a picture paints a thousand words'?
i'd say 'an instrument paints a thousand words'.
you can feel the sadness, the angst, the pain
behind every song.
of course the lyrics play a big role but the instruments help narate the song.
lyrics are important.
whoever will think of writing songs concerning bicycles in beijing and doorbells
ahh and of course 'the voice'
yeah.
there's a jail in Punggol?
just thinking.
i'm definitely gonna write a book.
i wanna narate someone's life.
there's this popstar..
okay i just wanna write about him.
he grew up in a broken family.
screwed around in school.
took drugs, drank alot, yeah the stuff.
then joined a band.
became very very huge in the UK.
but he was the youngest in the group, see.
he felt he didn't belong.
then met someone from a famous rock band.
screwed around somemore.
now that he's rich,
he took more drugs, drank alot more,
fucked around with women.
basically he just wasted his life away.
then he tried to get himself back.
went for therapy and all that.
he's a better man now.
but there's this hurt soul in him,
although behind the facade you couldn't see a glimpse of that.
he's very famous, very big,
but something was lacking in him.
people around him want to heal him.
women do.
but he doesn't have many friends.
but the thing that inspired me about him is that
he's able to take control of himself and change back to his old self.
his better self.
he knows how much his family and friends love him.
he's not just gonna let them down like that.
that's something to learn from him.
i'm still waiting for him to come to Singapore.
just thinking.
life is not destined.
if i'm to die tomorrow,
i can change that.

something inspirational just struck me.
think i'm gonna write a book.

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